Well here I am again. Do you ever have one of those feelings that no matter what you do nothings going to be right? I know all the sayings " if life gives you lemons ...make lemonade" etc but sometimes i think is this it? Now don't get me wrong I'm not depressed, miserable or suicidal just contemplating things. We all have plans don't we? Well wouldn't it be nice if everything we planned for happened how we wanted it to? or if not everything something?
Boxing Day, I'd planned to go to a party..did I go? No ..I was ill!, I went to fill up with petrol, did I? yes but I'd forgotten my credit card so had to scrape together cash including those coins that fall down the back of your seat.One day last week I left work promptly to get home on time, Did I? No..there was an accident, the road got closed and I sat in my car freezing for two hours. Its like the cashmere sweater that you've left by your bed ready to hand wash that your husband decides to "help" you and put it in the washing machine, the food that you planned to cook for dinner which was eaten by your sons friends for lunch whilst you were at work.
I suppose its called life but just one day it would be nice if it could go according to plan...is that too much to ask for?